Always is a word that almost never should be used
However, with you, you break all the rules
Always you hurt me the second I trust you
Always I give you my vulnerability to you only have it crushed in your hand like a dying ember
Always you break my heart
Always like a fool I come running back for more
Always your promises never coming to fruition; lies seep from your mouth like water from the rock
Always I hope
Always I lie awake at night with only you on my mind
Always the smile you place upon my face is quickly replaced by the sorrowful expression of broken expectations
Always I hope
Always the ghost of our memories by my side, my nights haunted and my days shadowed
Always waiting, always longing, a thirst I cannot quench
Always I hope
